Tuesday 28 February 2017

Suspicion



You felt you’d done enough 
You thought you earned their trust
You scaled every hurdle
Still all effort was lost
From peering eyes 
To whispering talk
From heaves and sighs 
To stern looks and diffusing rumours.
“Is this it?”  You wonder
“The once revered golden boy 
By murmurings has been dissected 
And like the parts of a rejected toy
His honour dismembered.”
You decipher not the essence
Work yourself to ground 
Just for a good name
Only for people around 
To make slighting remarks, defaming comments
Point-shaped arrows 
That thanks to God
Hit your shield of self-assuredness.
Your bulwark of self confidence
In your moral innocence.



By Ayodele Alle


Saturday 4 February 2017

Dilemma




Love or the lack of it
Either ways you’re miserable
Feelings of volatile fulfilment
Or of success not complete.
Persistently dynamic
Creating chasm-like voids
In the wake of spasm-like pain
Pain unrelenting
Like constant whips of cane.
In the end, it’s pointless;
Subject yourself to avoidable torture
Wriggle out, if you can
Then conceal your wounds
Stitches and sutures.
Or you could feign strength, Invent power
Build a hedge
With you atop it’s tower
Love knocks, you refuse to budge
Looking down at it, you shiver
Current in a surge
Stubbornly still, all emotions you shut
All for fear of “not getting hurt”
Knowing it’s this or celibacy
You choose the former
Hoping on your Maker
For Happily Ever After.



By Ayodelle Alle